You make me smile

I know that I have not contact you. I had broken 2 times this agreement in one week and I could broken it again just to said: "I Listened to this song and thought of you -Tù me hacìas sonreir- by Jarabe de Palo". Altough it's a lie because I had listened a lot of songs and a lot of disc and everything let me think of you.

Well, comming back to the song. It's only one from ¿Y ahora que hacemos? disc. I would like to write a song with every phrase that told me something about you, about me, about us and about my decision.

But I couldn't, my mind is dark and I can't do anything, I'm just feeling everything. Unfortunately the biggest feeling now is fear or should I say I'm afraid? I'm not really sure maybe it's not affraid, it's uncertainty because I don't know what are you thinking.

As I told you, my mind is dark and it is because every idea is like a dark cloud and I imagine that you can remember all bad things, all my errors, all that I told you to broken our relationship. Also my doubt is if you had thought a little bit of one good thing, just one, whatever.

Then as I'm not sure of anything and the spanish music let me think of you, I'll try to listen music in other language to avoid my fear.

Finally, the only thing that I can ensure is that I won't broke my promise, you are not going to receive my blog update.

PS1 Excuse my grammatical errors, you should know that I'm not good with the english but I'm looking for additional ways to be connected. You speak spanish, english, french and italian and Yo hablo español, I try to speak english (or barked the english), Je ne parle pas français, Io non parlo italiano. I wouldlike to learn the last one but it is other history.Then itcould be an option.

PS2 From the same disc you can suggest the song Niña Sara to Olga's daughter.

PS3 If someone can share the song with her, think fisrt if will be good, if yes please forward this message too. I'll really appeciate your good intentions (in this way, I'll not broke my promise)

Thanks and best regards.